Mommy I’m sorry if my first letter made you cry
To be honest with you I don’t think that I wanna die
Sometimes I feel like that I’m cancerous in others lives
Thats probably why I drink at night and sleep till 4 or 5
It’s kinda hard walking through life with my distorted eyes
When I was younger I was stupid and I thought I thrived
I thought alot about everything I said in the letter
And questioned whether or not if I was dead you’d be better
You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her
It’s too late now mommy I could never forget her
Could never forget how she told me to love
Cuz my father and my grandmother is always above
It’s glory above you know that daddy taught me to thug
And everytime we was with nanny she’d bombard me with hugs (damn)
I MISS ‘EM mommy and it’s hard to believe
That I’m grown and I don’t understand it – why did they leave

(Better to die and sleep then never wake and sleep)
(Then linger on and dare to live when your souls life is gone)

Shara Worden:
You’ve been runnin’ around for so long
You’ve been hurting yourself too much
You keep messin’ around with darkness
You’re the one who’s losin
x2

Mommy I think Im’a that try to stick around a while
I got a niece and my nephews they need me around a while
I think they need me cuz they hittin that age
And they ain’t tryin to speak to Lenny cuz they spittin’ they rage
And mommy speakin of Lenny I think my brother need me
And we Italian so you know my mother loved to feed me
And it’s the little things you do for me that make it worth it
Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it’s perfect
And when Jay got knocked you knew that I was hurt
You told me put all of my heart in a song and it worked
I promised him I’d be there when he got out the bing
You ain’t raised me to be a liar ma’ thats not my thing
I told him that I’d hold him down the whole time that he gone
they kept him locked in a cage but thats cool cuz hes strong
so mommy keep that first letter I wrote you on the low
I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow

Shara Worden:
You’ve been runnin’ around for so long
You’ve been hurting yourself too much
You keep messin’ around with darkness
You’re the one who’s losing
x2

(you have power and money, but you are mortal, you know you can not escape death, but immortality can be obtained,

the legend is always the same, if others have succeeded conquering death why must we accept it, I know where

immortals live and how to obtain their secret, we too might become wisemen. The elements of chemistry are many, but finite, so are the

techniques of enlightenment..)

Shara Worden:
I know that times were hard
I know that you’ve been feelin’ down
If you only knew how im feelin’
For you
If I could take your pain
I wish that I could wash it all away
If you only knew how i’m feelin’

Refren:
M-am pierdut cautand ochii tai,
m-ai creat pentru tine
M-am pierdut cautand ochii tai,
te-a durut iar de tine m-am pierdut
Cautand ochii tai, tu erai langa mine
M-am pierdut cautand ochii tai,
m-ai salvat pentru tine.

Am crezut ca are rost sa inalt un vis ce-ar fi fost un cosmar spulberat de venirea zorilor
Am crezut si acum stiu cat de mult am gresit, cand am plans si am crezut ca nu are nici un sfarsit.

Refren:
M-am pierdut cautand ochii tai,
m-ai creat pentru tine
M-am pierdut cautand ochii tai,
te-a durut iar de tine m-am pierdut
Cautand ochii tai, tu erai langa mine
M-am pierdut cautand ochii tai,
m-ai salvat pentru tine.

M-am pierdut cautand ochii tai,
tu erai langa mine.
M-am pierdut cautand ochii tai,
m-ai salvat pentru tïne.

Baby I’ll let you know just how I feel
When I’m ready I’ll let you know
I’ll be coming around when I’m ready

Baby I’ll let you know just how I feel (Just how I feel)
When I’m ready I’ll let you know
I’ll be coming around, baby I’ll let you know

Just say you will be here

I feel your touch now

Baby I’ll let you know just how I feel
When I’m ready I’ll let you know
I’ll be coming around when I’m ready

Baby I’ll let you know just how I feel (Just how I feel)
When I’m ready I’ll let you know
I’ll be coming around, baby I’ll let you know

I hope this time
Maybe we could get it right
Don’t cry my friend
I know we’ll get there in the end
Hold on, don’t let go
Let me see you wipe away those tears
Just say you will be here

Just say you will be here

I feel your touch now

Baby I’ll let you know just how I feel
When I’m ready I’ll let you know
I’ll be coming around when I’m ready

Baby I’ll let you know just how I feel (Just how I feel)
When I’m ready I’ll let you know
I’ll be coming around, baby I’ll let you know

And when you look at me
I swear the beating of my heart is
About to cease

Oooh, you make me wanna
Deny the world
Deny the man I wanna be
Deny the oxygen that moves inside of me

Deny my friends
Deny the sensibility

I have surrendered now
I only wonder how

Sparks fly when our worlds collide
And I am falling at your feet
Stars shine so much brighter
You make me wanna sit right by
And watch the world falling at your feet

And when you speak to me
I can’t wait for the next word
To fall out of your mouth

And when you close your eyes
I wonder what the thoughts look like
You never let out

Ooooh, you make me wanna
Deny the world
Deny the man I wanna be
Deny the food that brings the energy I need
Deny myself
My individuality

I have surrendered now
I only wonder how

Sparks fly when our worlds collide
And I am falling at your feet
Stars shine so much brighter
You make me wanna sit right by
And watch the world falling at your feet

And if losing myself
Means becoming a part of you
Then I know I’m becoming
Something beautiful too

You make me wanna be a better man

And when you walk into the room
I feel the world dissolve
I fall at your feet

And when you look at me
I swear the beating of my heart is
About to cease

Sparks fly when our worlds collide
And I am falling at your feet
Stars shine so much brighter
You make me wanna sit right by
And watch the world spin around
and watch the
Sparks fly when our worlds collide
And I am falling at your feet
Stars shine so much brighter
You make me wanna sit right by
And feel 10 feet high
And make the colours seem bright
And my only desire
To sit right by and watch the world
Fallïng at your feet.